WOW so Madison was CRAZY!!!!! absolutley crazy....the people up their are just INSANE when it comes to Halloween...i went to some awesome parties...and i had a really great time...hehe i even got what i wanted....:) oh yes hott boy....hehehe so i left a happy camper....but overall i had a great time!!! i think one of the most clever costumes i saw was this guy dressed up as a cut in half egg...and he had devil horns and a tail....ba dah bum...he was a deviled egg!!! hahaha...i thought that was pretty original...lol and the most entertaining thing i saw was lol this morning at about 10 am a boy dressed up as a girl..with a gold tank top and a mini skirt in heels running across the street...ok well two entertaining things cuz when we were walkin back from getting food there was a kid who ran out of the house..he had a gold thong on and stood on the corner dancing then ran back inside...lol INSANE people...but they provided entertaninment for us all...i definietly suggest that everyone go and experience Madison during halloween....the best thing i can compare it to is mardi gras!! it is completley nuts...the whole night i walked the streets with a cup of coke n rum walking past the cops and everything...and they didnt say a gosh darn word!!! i thought that was awesome!!! ahhh public drunkeness...they even barracaded the busy streets...state street was absolutley mind blowing..there were so many people there you could barley move...lol but it was good times to say the least...ill definetly be going back again next year!!! tonight is going to be recovery night i think....time to sleep sleep and sleep...so that way tomorrow i can get my ass in gear and get my philosophy paper written..no more games come tomorrow....funs over....:( i hate that....and even worse i didnt get to take very many pics while up in madison because the batteries on my camera died...way to go batteries....geeze....so that sucks...i got some with a disposable...hopefully those turned out alright...hate to let down my adoring public...lol right...what public...geeze...neway...lol i hope everyone had a great halloween!!!!

Heres the song of the day!!

Incubus-Aqueous Transmission

I'm floating down a river
Oars freed from their holes long ago
Lying face up on the floor of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Two weeks without my lover
I'm in this boat alone
Floating down a river named emotion
Will I make it back to shore
Or drift into the unknown
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
I'm building an antenna
Transmissions will be sent when I am through
Maybe we'll meet again further down the river
And share what we both discovered...
Then revel in the view
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river

ooo brandon boyd...so hott...want touch the heiney

well good morning folks....i went to bed at like 12.00 last night...and got awakened twice during my sleep by my phone ringing....damn phones....yawn....its ummm 11 am..and i think i might go back to sleep...i need all the rest i can get for tonight...and this weekend....im so excited cuz we're driving to madison and not taking the greyhound bus...FUCK THE GREYHOUND BUS....*does a lil dance*...so i have my law class tonight..and i dont think imma go...im not sure yet...its a class full of retards anyway....i dont understand...cuz in order to get into a 395 class you first have to take the 131 class...so these people obviously have leaarned most of this stuff before.....yet when our professor goes over something we learned last year...they still ask stupid questions...take this for example: 

Retard in my class: "Well lets say that there is a trail of marijuana leading underneathe my bed...can the officer arrest me then?"

Professor: "Yes because the trail is in plain view, and then the officer has resonable cause to look under your bed to see if there is anymore marijuana underneathe it."

DUH! DUH! DUH! and who does that anyway?? who leaves a trail of hippie lettuce leading underneathe their beds?!

so Push brought up a good question today on the tag board...

push » if you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone? Why haven't you told them yet?

now theres something to really think about....After a hard learned lesson of my own...i now try to tell all of my friends and family just how much they mean to me...everyday...so just incase...for some terrible reason...either i leave this world or them...at least i know they know how i feel...i hate how i had to learn this the hard way...after five of my friends passing away 2 summers ago....i hope to god that they know how much they meant to me...and that i wish i could have said goodbye and told all of them this before they died....but i never got the chance...all were to sudden...all came without warning....but now now i know that you need to tell people exactly what your thinking feeling about them....whenever you get the chance too...becuase if you wait...well if you wait you might never get the chance too....and its almost like a double edge sword for me...because now that ive started doing that....ive gotten my heartbroken...by someone that i really truly care about...i told him how i felt...and i thought he felt the same way...well im not going to go into detail about it...the story is in one of my blogs below...but neway i got really hurt by him...and even though im glad that if right now i were to die hed know how i felt...it sucks cuz well he knows...and we're both alive and well (not that that sucks cuz it doesnt) it just sucks cuz he knows how i feel but in the end i got hurt....but yea neway....

well i guess i have come to the consensus...(not spelled right) that im not going to sleep! lol after all that i dont think i could...but i am going to go venture off for right now...ill prolly add another blog later on tonight before i go to party...if not tomorrow morning...to add new pictures and add a blog before i leave for madison...

and to keep up my new started tradition...here is the song of the day!

Brand New-Ok I Believe You but My Tommy Gun Dont

i am heaven sent,
dont you dare forget.
i am all you've ever wanted,
what all the other boys all promised.
sorry i told. i just needed you to know.
i think in decimals and dollars.
i am the cause to all your problems,
shelter from cold. we are never alone.
coordinate brain and mouth.
then ask me whats it like to have
myself so figured out.
i wish i knew..

i hope this song starts a craze.
the kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
the kind of song that makes people glad
to be where they are,
with whoever they're there with.
this is war.
every line is about,
who i dont wanna write about anymore.
hope you come down with something
they cant diagnose, dont have the cure for.
holding on to your grudge.
oh its so hard to have someone to love.
and keeping quiet is hard.
cuz you cant keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start.
at least pretend you didnt wanna get caught..

we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
we are entirely smooth.
we admit to the truth,
we are the best at what we do.
and these are the words you wish you wrote down.
this is the way you wish your voice sounds,
hansome and smart.
oh my tongue's the only muscles on my body
that works harder than my heart.
and its all from watching tv,
and from speeding up my breathing.
wouldnt stop if i could.
oh it hurts to be this good.
your holding on to your grudge.
oh it hurts to always have to be honest
with the one that you love.
oh, so let it go..

we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe.
we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

this is the grace that only we can bestow.
this is the price you pay for loss of control.
this is the break in the bend,
this is the closest of calls.
this is the reason your alone,
this is the rise and the fall.

we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe.
we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

 

so i felt the need to post again...lol im soooooooo hyper im not going to be able to sleep tonight...geeze tomorrows almost here tomorrows almost here!!!! LET THE PARTYS BEGIN!!!! im going to be sooo drunk this whole weekend...ahh good times...lol right now im watching remember the titans...and i painted pumpkins earlier...AND IM SOOO HYPER!!!!!!!!!! wooooo...man oooo hmmm and now im tryin to figure out what my friend katie and her roommate should be for halloween they want to be a pair of something...i suggested a chiquita banana and a gorilla and they shot me down....and then i suggested a homeless man and a cardboard box...shot down again...so its back to the drawing board....neway...i think imma go sit myself down and be calm...before the nice men with the white jackets show up or something....hmmm remember the titians.....




So here are just a bunch of random things from the net...

 
* it's hard to be humble with genitals like mine.  

*You shanky-assed, donkey-groping, crotch-sniffing, cunt-sucking, pimple-chewing, wank-brained jizzmopper!

yea there could have been more on here...but eh to lazy...must sleep...^Crashing...crashing..._{crashing...poof!}have a good night everyone!!!! adios!!! :-) feel free to leave your comments and msgs!!! peace...









*KNOCK KNOCK*....*who is it?*....*We're your friends*...*NO! PLEASE! NOT THE JACKET!!! DONT MAKE ME PUT THE JACKET ON!!*...*This wont hurt a bit...dont fight it*..._{*nooooooooooo (trails off into the night...)*}

   This entry is going to be dedicated to pictures of the beach!!! YAY!!! ENJOY! ill keep adding new pictures to this for right now this will be all cuz i have things to get done!!!!!! hehe hope you enjoy the first installment of them!

noooooooooooooooo i just deleted my whole entry!!!! :( tears....well geeze....what did i write?? ummmm ok! well i put a link to my photoalbum up on here...it took forever and the kind patience of Splotch! but its up now!! you should all go take a look!! more pictures to come soon especially with Halloween this weekend!!!  these pictures are from monday night kareokee!! whoo hoo!! nothin but good times there...i gave my speech on James Dean this morning....that went over pretty well..hopefully my professor agrees!!! umm...poop im so upset that my other entry got deleted....ummm what else what else...well i cant think of what all i wrote! but i know that i started my song of the day thing! everytime i put an entry up im now going to include a song of the day in it!! so todays song of the day is....

The Ataris-San Dimas High School Football Rules!
Last night I had a dream that we went to Disneyland, Went on all the rides, didn't have to wait in line. I drove you to your house where we stared up at the stars I listened to your heartbeat as I held you in my arms. We hung out at the rainbow where we drank til' half past two. Nothing could go wrong anytime that I'm with you. Like crashing a hotel room or leading up to that first kiss Or searching for a high school that you know doesn't exist... These are the things that make me free I feel like I'm stuck in "stand by me" This night was too good to be true. Today I woke up alone wishing you were here with me, I wanted us to be something that we'd probably never be. Today you called me up and said you'd see me at our show, But now I'm stuck debating if I even wanna go. Whitney, don't you understand that what I say is true? I just want you to know I have a major crush on you. I'd drive you to Las Vegas and do the things you wanna do I'd even have Wayne Newton dedicate a song to you. I only wish that this could be Just dump your boyfriend and go out with me I swear I'd treat you like a queen.

What a hott bunch of guys!!!

 

And since this is the first ever song of the day! imma throw in a bonus!! oww oww for bonus'!!!!
The Chiquita Banana Song!
I'm Chiquita banana and I've come to say - Bananas have to ripen in a certain way- When they are fleck'd with brown and have a golden hue - Bananas taste the best and are best for you - You can put them in a salad - You can put them in a pie-aye - Any way you want to eat them - It's impossible to beat them - But, bananas like the climate of the very, very tropical equator - So you should never put bananas in the refrigerator.

and here is the original miss chiquita herself!

so lets see my first real journal post....this should be interesting....cuz i didnt have all that great of a weekend...so it might just be a bunch of complaning...well lets see my weekend started on wed...yes it started on wed...i went to the bar...(my bar of choice is hamiltons...its right around the corner from my apartment)....and to hookah cafe...which is this really awesome cafe in evanston...you smoke flavored air through a hookah...then thurs i went to the bar again....sooo many people there....^{i felt sooo claustrophobic....}and then friday i went home to see this guy that i like..._alot....and it sucks because when we first started hanging out everything was great....he told me that he liked me...and the way he acted around me it was like well it was like we were going out...just without the title...he told his friend and his brother how much he liked me and how he wanted to ask me out....then he told me that he wasnt ready for a relationship...that he just wanted to be friends...but that didnt mean that we couldnt have a relationship together in the future...so i went home a couple weeks ago to see a movie with him and a bunch of his friends...and he brought another girl with...^tear...and i could tell the way he acted with her that well they were seeing eachother...i could tell because thats how he acted with me...._sigh...and that hurt so much....so then i went home on friday to go hang out with him...and gave him this long 6 page letter i wrote to him telling him how i felt..and blah blah...so then his car got egged friday night and so while he was at work i took his car to get it washed and got him a cover for his car....then he came over when he got off work...and she called him twice while he was at our house..._sigh...so finally i went upstairs and asked him to come up and say good bye to me before he left....so he comes up to say goodbye to me and we ended up talking for two hours about everything...and i confronted him about the girl and he admitted to dating her...i told him how much it hurt me that he didnt say anything about it to me...becuase if he wanted to me as a friend....and knowing how i felt about him he should have said something to me about it...at least in my eyes....but i can understand where hes coming from in that he didnt want to hurt me by telling me...but i just thought it was worse having to find out on my own....which sucks because now i dunno what to do... i mean im happy for him....^{oh so happy}....that hes found someone that he can be happy with....but im also sad...._{oh so sad}....that hes not with me....now begins the healing process...oh lucky me...i wish i knew why guys do the things they do, say the things they say...and well i wish i understood guys....blah...and now its making it hard for me to do nething...i cant do a damn thing cuz all i can do is think about him....well if neone has ne advice...im more than willing to accept it...have a great day everyone! this was fun...lol even though i dont know how many of you are going to enjoy reading about my sadness...