FIRST NAME: Vanessa
NIC NAMES: vaness, nessa, ness, nessie, vana, van, vee, flip flop, floppy, geeze theres alot more but i dont feel like puttin them all
SEX: female
BORN IN: chi-town
MOST PRIZED POSSESSION: imma go with the same answer as u mel, my friends and family, and my animals 
SCREEN NAME: adayathebeech
HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR BL: ummm a hundred something
BIRTHDAY: august 21, 1984
CURRENT SCHOOL:  Loyola University of Chicago
HEIGHT: 5' 5"
SHOE SIZE: 8 1/2
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown, and i have natural red and gold highlights
HAIR COLOR NOW: a reddish brown color with bleach blonde streaks
EYE COLOR: brown
PHRASES THAT ARE OVERUSED: like, whatever, yo
VIRGIN: no
PIERCING: 2 in my left ear on in my right, my right eyebrow, and my tounge
TATTOOS: no..but i want to
GET ALONG WITH PARENTS: for the most part
BED TIME: depends
SHAMPOO: biolage and dove
TOOTHPASTE: i think its crest i dunno
SHOWER DAILY: of course...
SHAVE: armpits everyday, legs just about never unless im wearing a skirt or going on a date...i know its sick but man im a swimmer...we usually dont..and the area down there...every other day
IN THE FUTURE....
FUTURE SCHOOL AND OCCUPATION: future school either Loyola Law School, or Northwestern Law School....where i would love to go but prolly wont John Hay School of Criminal Justice...future occupation Prosecuting Lawyer
FUTURE PLACE TO LIVE: australia
KIDS: 2 
NAMES OF KIDS: geeze i dunno
HOW OLD WHEN MARRIED: 24 sounds like a good age to me
WAIT UNTIL MARRIAGE FOR SEX: im not sure about this one...i mean if you want to more power to you...i always thought i was going to but i didnt
HAVE YOU EVER....
TRIED TO BE A VEGETARIAN:ummm no but i have friends that are...and i wouldnt mind tryin it
BROKEN THE LAW: no..well maybe lil things...but nothin major
WENT SKINNY DIPPING: no but once again i wouldnt put it past me to do it
LIED: yea
CHEATED ON OPPOSITE SEX: no but ive been cheated on and its not the best feeling in the world lemme tell ya..i just dont understand how u can say u care about someone and want to be with them and then go and cheat and put them through all that hurt...
CHEAT ON TEST: nope...
PLAY STRIP POKER: yea
GOT STITCHES: nope
HAD SURGERY: nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN....
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: not sure...
HOROSCOPES: lol sometimes they're right on...and sometimes they're way off...either way its entertaining
HEAVEN: yes
HELL: yes
ANGELS: yea
GHOSTS: yea
YOURSELF: for the most part
ALIENS: ummm not until i see one
WHICH ONE....
COKE OR PEPSI: pepsi
DEAF OR BLIND: thats a tough one deaf i think cuz i dont think i could live without seeing the beauty of everything around me...or not being able to see my husband or children...
BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: dont matter 
POOLS OR HOT TUBS: hot tubs
RADIO OR TV: radio
TALL OR SHORT: tall
1 PILLOW OR 2: i have 4
NIKE OR ADIDAS:  adidas
BRITNEY OR CHRISTINA: christina
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE OR JC CHASEZ: neither
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: chocolate
DIET OR REGULAR: regular
ANGEL OR DEVIL: im both but lets go with angel
GAP OR ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH: neither ill take thrift stores and pac sun ne time though
THE OPPOSITE SEX....
WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: eyes
STRAIGHT OR CURLY HAIR: depends on the guy
LONG OR SHORT HAIR: again depends on the guy
LOVE MOST ABOUT THEM: the way they can make me laugh
HATE MOST ABOUT THEM: the way they make me cry and hurt me
GIVE SHIRT OFF BACK FOR THEM: hell no...well depends on the guy then again
ASK FOR SHIRT OFF BACK FROM THEM: no
LAST TIME YOU....
TOOK A SHOWER: ummm last night right before i went to bed so at like 1.30am
CRIED: 2 months ago? i dunno it was awhile ago
HAD A GOOD TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: sat morning at 3am
HAD A GOOD TIME WITH FRIENDS: monday morning at 1.30 am
LIED: not anytime recently
DANCED: a couple days ago
TALKED ON THE PHONE: at 9.30
TO WHO: my friend chris
WATCHED TV: ummm well does the movie count? if so last night
LISTENED TO THE RADIO: this morning
WHAT IS....
WORST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD: oh man lets try that barbie girl song from way back when
MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT: i usually dont get embarrased cuz i laugh at myself when i do something stupid
THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU: ummm....ill have to get back to you on that one
YOUR BEST FRIEND: Leann
FAVORITES....
COLORS: blue
FRIENDS: my favorite friends? they're all my favorites! or else they wouldn't by my friends!
MOVIE: sandlot, finding nemo, shawshank redemption, green mile
SONG: ummm i have a couple of favorites...but lets go with Sic Transit Glory...Gloria Fades by Brand New
BAND: again to many to list lets go with Brand New, and Something Corporate for now
ONLINE BUDS: ummm jacob and mark
FAST FOOD: wendy's yum..or chipoltle
RESTAURANT: ummm dont really have one
PLACE TO SHOP: pac sun or the thrift stores
ICE CREAM: moose tracks
SPORT: swimming and waterpolo
DRINK: go bananas from snapple
FOOD: ummm chicken ceasar wraps
SPORTS TO WATCH: lacrosse
HOLIDAY: christmas
SEASON: summer!!!
BREAKFAST FOOD: ummm i usually dont eat breakfast but cereal is always good
CEREAL: coco puffs!
PLACE TO HANG OUT: hamiltons..lol
RAP: dont like it but ummm lets see how bout umm i cant even think of ne..except for eminem but i dont think hed be a favorite
COUNTRY: dont like this either..but ummm toby keith is the first one i think of
PRO WRESTLING: dont watch it dont  know ne people
MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: dear lord prolly mark and bob and a couple other people too
IS THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: umm not sure...
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: geeze...no one really...ive given up on guys for now
IS REALLY REALLY HOT: damn Justin..to bad im a chicken and wont talk to him...who else...ummm there are others...William Tell is soooo hott..hes from Something Corporate
HAVE YOU EVER....
WAITED FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: yes
SAVE EMAILS: some of them
GET JEALOUS OF GUY/GIRL WHEN WITH YOUR GUY/GIRL: nope not really im not really a jealous person
PLOT HOW TO GET THEM BACK: lol no
ACT THE PLAN OUT:  no

thanks to mel for the nice lil thing to help me past the time....

erm....i was really really really bored.....

You represent... loneliness. Always alone and always sad about it... unlike angst, you don't have to look for a reason to be miserable. You want to be in the company of people but aren't sure how to act when you're with them. Sometimes you have to make an effort. You can't always wait for others to come to you.
(because i needed to be reassured about this issue..)

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully, it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into you playing the dominant role MEORW!
(ive never had any complaints...)

not much for me to say today except...im so frustrated right now...im about to rip my hair out...but since i dont want to go back to my apartment right now...imma sit here and take these quizzes online until i get bored with them...and oh yea heres the song of the day

3 Doors Down-Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
But tonight girl it’s only you and me

i hate being lonley....i wish that i could find some one already...im sick of being walked all over, taken advantage of and then kicked to the curb...im sick of putting all of myself and giving all of myself in a relationship and then getting nothing in return....maybe im to nice...maybe i need to be mean...ive tried and i cant...this is the way i am...and i cant change that...and i dont think that i should have to...i want to find someone who is going to love me for me....who is going to love me as much as i do them...respect me as much as i do them....give as much of themselves as i do myself....who is going to accept all of me...just like i will accept all of them...someone who will be with me in my time of need...like i will for them...maybe im asking to much...maybe its just not yet my time...but how much longer do i have to wait?? i get jealous of all my friends both guys and gals...who have wonderful relationships and are so happy....dont get me wrong...im happy for them...im glad that they have someone that they care about someone that cares about them...i just want the same thing....i want it to be my turn to be happy...i want to be able to find someone that can prove to me that it is ok to be myself...someone that can prove to me that it is ok to trust...and love...maybe im asking to much...maybe my standards are to high...if thats the case then im going to die an old and lonley lady...becuase i dont feel that i should lower my standards,or settle for anything less than what i want...sigh...

 

^{most of all i want to be able to love again...i want to be able to feel again...i want to be happy again...}

WOW so Madison was CRAZY!!!!! absolutley crazy....the people up their are just INSANE when it comes to Halloween...i went to some awesome parties...and i had a really great time...hehe i even got what i wanted....:) oh yes hott boy....hehehe so i left a happy camper....but overall i had a great time!!! i think one of the most clever costumes i saw was this guy dressed up as a cut in half egg...and he had devil horns and a tail....ba dah bum...he was a deviled egg!!! hahaha...i thought that was pretty original...lol and the most entertaining thing i saw was lol this morning at about 10 am a boy dressed up as a girl..with a gold tank top and a mini skirt in heels running across the street...ok well two entertaining things cuz when we were walkin back from getting food there was a kid who ran out of the house..he had a gold thong on and stood on the corner dancing then ran back inside...lol INSANE people...but they provided entertaninment for us all...i definietly suggest that everyone go and experience Madison during halloween....the best thing i can compare it to is mardi gras!! it is completley nuts...the whole night i walked the streets with a cup of coke n rum walking past the cops and everything...and they didnt say a gosh darn word!!! i thought that was awesome!!! ahhh public drunkeness...they even barracaded the busy streets...state street was absolutley mind blowing..there were so many people there you could barley move...lol but it was good times to say the least...ill definetly be going back again next year!!! tonight is going to be recovery night i think....time to sleep sleep and sleep...so that way tomorrow i can get my ass in gear and get my philosophy paper written..no more games come tomorrow....funs over....:( i hate that....and even worse i didnt get to take very many pics while up in madison because the batteries on my camera died...way to go batteries....geeze....so that sucks...i got some with a disposable...hopefully those turned out alright...hate to let down my adoring public...lol right...what public...geeze...neway...lol i hope everyone had a great halloween!!!!

Heres the song of the day!!

Incubus-Aqueous Transmission

I'm floating down a river
Oars freed from their holes long ago
Lying face up on the floor of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Two weeks without my lover
I'm in this boat alone
Floating down a river named emotion
Will I make it back to shore
Or drift into the unknown
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
I'm building an antenna
Transmissions will be sent when I am through
Maybe we'll meet again further down the river
And share what we both discovered...
Then revel in the view
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river

ooo brandon boyd...so hott...want touch the heiney

well good morning folks....i went to bed at like 12.00 last night...and got awakened twice during my sleep by my phone ringing....damn phones....yawn....its ummm 11 am..and i think i might go back to sleep...i need all the rest i can get for tonight...and this weekend....im so excited cuz we're driving to madison and not taking the greyhound bus...FUCK THE GREYHOUND BUS....*does a lil dance*...so i have my law class tonight..and i dont think imma go...im not sure yet...its a class full of retards anyway....i dont understand...cuz in order to get into a 395 class you first have to take the 131 class...so these people obviously have leaarned most of this stuff before.....yet when our professor goes over something we learned last year...they still ask stupid questions...take this for example: 

Retard in my class: "Well lets say that there is a trail of marijuana leading underneathe my bed...can the officer arrest me then?"

Professor: "Yes because the trail is in plain view, and then the officer has resonable cause to look under your bed to see if there is anymore marijuana underneathe it."

DUH! DUH! DUH! and who does that anyway?? who leaves a trail of hippie lettuce leading underneathe their beds?!

so Push brought up a good question today on the tag board...

push » if you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone? Why haven't you told them yet?

now theres something to really think about....After a hard learned lesson of my own...i now try to tell all of my friends and family just how much they mean to me...everyday...so just incase...for some terrible reason...either i leave this world or them...at least i know they know how i feel...i hate how i had to learn this the hard way...after five of my friends passing away 2 summers ago....i hope to god that they know how much they meant to me...and that i wish i could have said goodbye and told all of them this before they died....but i never got the chance...all were to sudden...all came without warning....but now now i know that you need to tell people exactly what your thinking feeling about them....whenever you get the chance too...becuase if you wait...well if you wait you might never get the chance too....and its almost like a double edge sword for me...because now that ive started doing that....ive gotten my heartbroken...by someone that i really truly care about...i told him how i felt...and i thought he felt the same way...well im not going to go into detail about it...the story is in one of my blogs below...but neway i got really hurt by him...and even though im glad that if right now i were to die hed know how i felt...it sucks cuz well he knows...and we're both alive and well (not that that sucks cuz it doesnt) it just sucks cuz he knows how i feel but in the end i got hurt....but yea neway....

well i guess i have come to the consensus...(not spelled right) that im not going to sleep! lol after all that i dont think i could...but i am going to go venture off for right now...ill prolly add another blog later on tonight before i go to party...if not tomorrow morning...to add new pictures and add a blog before i leave for madison...

and to keep up my new started tradition...here is the song of the day!

Brand New-Ok I Believe You but My Tommy Gun Dont

i am heaven sent,
dont you dare forget.
i am all you've ever wanted,
what all the other boys all promised.
sorry i told. i just needed you to know.
i think in decimals and dollars.
i am the cause to all your problems,
shelter from cold. we are never alone.
coordinate brain and mouth.
then ask me whats it like to have
myself so figured out.
i wish i knew..

i hope this song starts a craze.
the kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
the kind of song that makes people glad
to be where they are,
with whoever they're there with.
this is war.
every line is about,
who i dont wanna write about anymore.
hope you come down with something
they cant diagnose, dont have the cure for.
holding on to your grudge.
oh its so hard to have someone to love.
and keeping quiet is hard.
cuz you cant keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start.
at least pretend you didnt wanna get caught..

we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
we are entirely smooth.
we admit to the truth,
we are the best at what we do.
and these are the words you wish you wrote down.
this is the way you wish your voice sounds,
hansome and smart.
oh my tongue's the only muscles on my body
that works harder than my heart.
and its all from watching tv,
and from speeding up my breathing.
wouldnt stop if i could.
oh it hurts to be this good.
your holding on to your grudge.
oh it hurts to always have to be honest
with the one that you love.
oh, so let it go..

we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe.
we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

this is the grace that only we can bestow.
this is the price you pay for loss of control.
this is the break in the bend,
this is the closest of calls.
this is the reason your alone,
this is the rise and the fall.

we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe.
we're concentrated on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i was just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

 

so i felt the need to post again...lol im soooooooo hyper im not going to be able to sleep tonight...geeze tomorrows almost here tomorrows almost here!!!! LET THE PARTYS BEGIN!!!! im going to be sooo drunk this whole weekend...ahh good times...lol right now im watching remember the titans...and i painted pumpkins earlier...AND IM SOOO HYPER!!!!!!!!!! wooooo...man oooo hmmm and now im tryin to figure out what my friend katie and her roommate should be for halloween they want to be a pair of something...i suggested a chiquita banana and a gorilla and they shot me down....and then i suggested a homeless man and a cardboard box...shot down again...so its back to the drawing board....neway...i think imma go sit myself down and be calm...before the nice men with the white jackets show up or something....hmmm remember the titians.....




So here are just a bunch of random things from the net...

 
* it's hard to be humble with genitals like mine.  

*You shanky-assed, donkey-groping, crotch-sniffing, cunt-sucking, pimple-chewing, wank-brained jizzmopper!

yea there could have been more on here...but eh to lazy...must sleep...^Crashing...crashing..._{crashing...poof!}have a good night everyone!!!! adios!!! :-) feel free to leave your comments and msgs!!! peace...









*KNOCK KNOCK*....*who is it?*....*We're your friends*...*NO! PLEASE! NOT THE JACKET!!! DONT MAKE ME PUT THE JACKET ON!!*...*This wont hurt a bit...dont fight it*..._{*nooooooooooo (trails off into the night...)*}

   This entry is going to be dedicated to pictures of the beach!!! YAY!!! ENJOY! ill keep adding new pictures to this for right now this will be all cuz i have things to get done!!!!!! hehe hope you enjoy the first installment of them!