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Tuesday...well after all that good stuff from my last post....i ended up just stayin in and chillin...nothin exciting there


Wed...Nora, Betsy, Jim and I came to my place pre-gamed...finished off 20 of the 26 we had left...and started a beeramid....then we went to the bar....did some yager bombs....and drank some more...then we all came back here to my apartment again and finished off the other 6 beers and then leann came up... i helped her make her notecard for her final...

Thurs...last night was a blast...i got up that morning took my english final then nora jim betsy and i went down to belmont where i purchased a kick ass lunch box so i can use it for my purse..then we came back and i went and took my law final....got done with my law final in 20 min...went grocery shoping with nora betsy and hina...then we all came back here and started cooking our feast....besty and nora made the garlic and cheesy bread...and i made the pastas....yumm....mark bob amanda and jim then came by and we feasted...and mark provided us some live entertainment...added more cans and bottles to the beeramid...then at around 11.30 we headed over to the bar...mark went to his bros and ended up stayin there the rest of the night...the rest of us went to continue drinking over at hammys....it was soo incredibly crowded...and chris was there...i dunno i was kinda bein mean to him... and then i felt bad and apologized....and he apologized cuz he was bein mean too....and we talked for a bit...and said our goodbyes...cuz i wont see him again til we get back from break...lol so we're sittin at the front of the bar by the side door...which is always locked...and these kids were like pressin their faces against the door...weirdos...theres pics of them up...so then we're leavin...and we get about half a block down from the bar...and bob..who is completley smashed...is like guys..check this out!!! and pulls out a full pitcher from his coat and runs away screaming...lol oh man it was hilarious...so on the way back to my aparment we're all drinkin outta the pitcher...so then we get back to my apartment...and its me katie nora betsy bob tom and jim....and we're just all sittin around talkin and chillin...and then we decide to start lookin through the phone book...and lol callin the most randomest places like a sausage place, daisy fresh, and babateers? yea we dont know but it was hilarious...then leann came up again...and all them left around i dunno 4ish?? well then neway leann and i just had our talks....and then well i went to bed...lol but last night was so much fun...and im really gonna miss nora and betsy and paul and tom because they're all going to study abroad in rome...so sad...so tonight is the last night for all us to hang out...so we are going to the annual liquor lovers party over at bob-b's....this night is a great night...because its a chance for us all to drink for free...so far we have 6 handles of jim beam and 3 kegs....its gonna be good times thats for sure....neway...imma go take a nap and shower...so have a great night everyone! i know i will!!!...song of the day....ill post when i get outta the shower...

Less Than Jake- Ghosts of You and Me

I've been down
wandering past 2nd street
and looking at the ghosts
of you and me and thinking back on
all those memories of how we used to be
I've been hearing
hear those voices
of the noises of the breaking glass
and all those plans we had to get us through
they're never coming true
And I hope and hope
that you won't forget
and I hope you, hope you know
that I can clearly see
The ghosts of you and me
'cause I'm just a long-gone memory
and you're still alive
and I'm still getting by
on these dead end streets
the ghosts of you and me
I'm still talking
talk of what we'll do
to the ghosts of me and you
and I'm still looking back into the past
when we were all we had
And I hope and hope
that you won't forget
and I hope you, hope you know
that I can clearly see
[Chorus]
the ghosts of you and me [x2]
Hope you won't forget
hope you know that I'll always regret
those things I said
hope you know that I can clearly see
[Chorus]
the ghosts of you and me [x3]
Yeah

...so after everyone left at 5am...my speech still wasnt done...and i was buzzin....so i sit down to write it and oh man it just came out as shit....so i went and took a 2 hr shower...yea thats right a two hr shower....and then got out....sat around for a bit...then finally at 8.30 sat down to write my speech... got done at 10....and walked over and printed it then gave my speech....and what did i get on that speech...well lemme tell ya i got a 200/200! haha...hell yea....so that was exciting...so then i came back and chris ims me and hes like why do i have marker all over my arms?? lol that was hilarious and then about 20 min later jim was like yea when i first woke up i couldnt remember what the marker was from...lol good times....then i finished up my paper the last page i had to write...went over turned it in and went to forensics....that test was long but i had it done it about 30 min...there were some that i wasnt sure about...but i think i got at least a "b" on it...and he gave us 25 point extra credit thing and i know i got the full 25 points on that....and then i got my 10 page paper and got 100 on that....so i got an "A" in the class so far....so thats awesome...came back here and napped....now im waiting to see what the plans are for tonight....prolly going out with mark and bob....yay....marks "girlfriend" is here imma hurt that girl i swear....marks to good for her....whatver the bitch cheated on him....so neway... prolly goin out with them...always good times there :) those guys are my favorites....alright well i guess imma go sit around and wait for mark to call....hmmm and ill go find 2 songs of the days...peace out home skillets....

The Movielife-Hand Grenade

And you say, when will she notice me? And you feel like you're gonna break.
And you say, when will she notice me? And it feels like a hand grenade.
Man I'll never understand, everyone's living in the past.
Instead of forgetting her, you're always kissing her ass.
And you say, when will she notice me? And you feel like you're gonna break.
And you say, when will she notice me? And it feels like a hand grenade.
I know that there's not much to say, so I'll look stupid anyway.
And you don't talk to anyone. And you won't look at anyone but her.
And I don't think she's listening, but you still play that game.
But I think the best way of moving on is to attack,
'Cause she's just a hand grenade, so pull out the pin and throw it back.
And you say, when will she notice me? And you feel like you're gonna break.
And you say, when will she notice me? And it feels like a hand grenade.
Like a hand grenade.
I know that there's not much to say, so I'll look stupid anyway.
Like a hand grenade, like a hand grenade, a hand grenade.

i like the palm trees

 

so yesterday i was comin down to the line with my speech and paper....my paper was basically done and my speech i knew what my topic was...rape...and i knew what i wanted to say...it was just a matter of me writing it all down...so it gets to about 8 and there was talk of going to the bar....so nora and i made a deal with eachother that if she could get three pages of her paper done and i could finish off mine we could go...by 10.30...so i finish and she gets her 3 done...and so the two us and betsy went to the bar....we commenced in drinking and singing...and well chris and i had talked earlier and hes like yea i might go to the bar blah blah...so i get up to call leann...and who walks in the door? chris? <sigh> he smiles at me and we say hi....and talk for a bit...and i go to walk away...and hes like oh ok thats cool....im like what?! i go back and hug him and hes like oh yea sure...be nice now...lol i was like im gonna go sing!!! so about 10 min later he makes his way over to where the three us are sitting...and sits next to me....and we sat there talkin and what not <sigh> he is so cute...so we're talkin and hes bein all cute and what not and then i go up to sing...and he gets up and takes some pics of me...and then he had his arm around me and lol then he went up to go sing...and this girl crystle was talkin to me...and so in the middle of the song hes like vanessa stop talking! lol oh geeze....im like im sorry! im listening!! and when he got done i was like i was listening hes like uh huh....so i hugged him and we held hands for a lil bit....<sigh>....then finally i was like well im gonna sing closing time do you wanna sing with me? hes like yea! promise?! lol so we went up and sang closing time and he put his arm around me while we were singing...and then after the four us and his friend jim are leaving the bar cuz it closed...and so we went down the block to dominicks and bought a 30 pack and came back to my apartment....where we commenced in drinking more had a marker fight...played with my turtle...lol so theres new pictures up of that....and awwww he was still bein so cute like havin his arm around me and what not...and then i was layin in my papisan chair and he comes over and lays ontop of me with his arms half huggin me and hes singing to me im like ur a big nerd...ahhhh hes sooo cute....i like him sooo much....grrrrrrr.....i dunno i think he was just bein really flirty cuz he was drunk....so yea i dunno...im not gonna take it to heart....that much....so then at 5am lol everyone decided it was time to go home....so i walked him halfway back....and there was just more huggin... but it put a smile on my face :) .....i know everyone had fun...even though he imed me this morning wondering what went on cuz he didnt remember everything...lol...oh well *shrugs*....ill put up a song of the day later....go check out the new pics though!!!

Senses Fail-Bloody Romance

Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.
From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.
You and me are like one heart-beat.
So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.
Back into I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what to do.
My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
(Forget my name)Now I know, the way to go, this place inside my demented mind.
(Forget my name)You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor.
(Forget my name)This time in silence, this time I win.

this is them on the set of the video bloody romance

weeeeeee so i did some christmas decorating both here on my blog and in my apartment...not to much in my apartment....just some nice lights in my windows...and i think imma pick up some window chalk and write happy holidays on it...cuz ya know its a main street so spread some cheer right? :) i love the holidays...neway imma get back to writing my paper and speech....so i can go out later... hope u guys like my decorating!!!! ill post again later...have a great day! adios!

last night was awesome....well to start off i really didnt do much at all yesterday...i attempted to write my paper and it really didnt work...so finally bob was like im going to the library...so i decided that i would join him...and i did good...i actually got some work done....then afterwards he and i...along with mary and hina headed over to erins place to start the drinking process...we got there about nine....had a nice dinner...and commenced in drinking....mark met up with us on the walk over...we sat around playing drinking games...mainly bullshit (yep we made it a drinking game), golf and high low...that was fun...ha then i played jenga and twister...that was entertaining as well....twister especially....then joe and john showed up...good kids...met them before...only joe has this thing for hitting on me hardcore...so the whole night when hed see me hed come up and put his arm around me and be feeling me and grabin my ass and just touchin where he shouldnt of been...and kissing me and biting my neck and well trying to get me to go back to my apartment with him...erm that didnt happen...i mean joes nice and all and hes hilarious and good lookin...but i dunno...had it been different conditions...maybe....neway....at midnight it was bob-a's birthday...ha that was enjoyable...we had good times...and keith was there...hes sooo cute....lol so we were gettin ready to head out and we're gettin all our stuff together i get marks coat on him and we're sayin our goodbyes and thank yous...and marks like...is the keg done? is the keg done? and we're like uhh yea mark its done...and then someone was like no its still goin! and mark yells then im not leavin! takes off his jacket throws it down and runs back out to the keg....lol....that kid is hilarious....neway so we bob, hina and i get out in the alley and leann calls...lol shes on her way up as well and it was like 3.30 am....i kinda figured she was comin up though...cuz shes gotta write a 15 page paper...so we're gonna head to the library...and do some studyin...lol...so on that note....it was a great night...and i posted new pics! so everyone go check those out....and imma go hunt for the song of the day...

SO! it last night was our first night back at clark's in about 2 weeks...and man it was good to get back there...i love that place...so a new hostest was hired shes pretty chill and kerry was there tonight and she was our server shes hilarious....so what did the night consist of? well lets make a list..

2. some ignorant guy

3. his drunk puking friend

4. idiots leaving money on the front counter

5. kat's $15 tip

6. some lady hitting lauren

7. the cops

8. more cops

9. the paddy wagon

10. lady being escorted down the street by three cops

11. banned people
12. kats $23 tip

13. all there servers and the hostest coming to our table to sit and smoke at one point in time

14. laurens crush

15. leann cara and i being there for 3 hrs

rules to keep in mind

1. clarks has the right to refuse service to anyone

2. dont mess with kerry

^{so lets start at the top we get there and kat seats us...by the back door...kerry comes over and sits down with us and shes like check this out...i look at the recipt from the table behind us and they left her a .34 tip...i was like no shit....so she goes to show one of the guys the bill and he just looked at here with this confused look...and shes like ok...so then kerry's sitting there with us and we're all sharing our lil work horror stories and this guy comes over and starts banging on the back door...and we're all sitting there lookin at him and hes talkin  through the glass to his buddy outside....and kerry's like dude stop banging on the door..and hes not listening...keeps banging and shes like hey knock it off if you wanna talk to him go outside...so he looks at her and opens the door and while still standing in the door way he keeps talkin to his friend shes like buddy either ur inside or outside...and so he comes inside sits down for a bit and gets up and comes back over to the door....and opens it again and kerrys like dude use the front door...we need to keep this one shut....so hes not listening so kerry gets up and shes like hey we got to keep this door shut go to the front....and he comes in then walks out the back door...what a moron so she sits down again and holds the back door shut....and the guy comes up and starts to try and pull the door open and she holds it shut...and shes like go around buddy...and hes like yea thats really fucking cool man really fucking cool....so he walks away and kerry's like thats it they're not eating here and as shes saying that his drunk friend pulls open the door yells jibberish at her and walks away....lol so she goes to the front of the store and the first dude starts screaming at her....and shes like look i told you not to use that door and you didnt listen....and so hes tellin her that he wants free food...and one of the other waitresses calls the cops...ha well they took off when the cops came...then everything was fine for awhile kerry and kat kept stopin by to talk with us as well as lauren and the other two waitresses....so then kerrys other table was getting up to go and she hadnt given them they're check yet...so she runs over hands them they're check and they walk out...and she goes over to the table and theres no money...so shes like great...walks outta the resturant and stops them and they left it on the front counter...what morons....then stupid little things happen and then kat got a nice $15 tip....then some black lady starts yellin at lauren somethin about supressing blacks...and im not quite sure what happened here...but all the sudden shes standing then another black girl gets up and is trying to calm this lady down....and so its lauren this other customer and the yellin lady and the lady reaches over and hits lauren.....and shes yellin at the other girl to get her hands off her...so then the cops are called again....and they arrested the lady...as they're standing outside the resturant the woman is still fighting with the cops after they already got her handcuffed...im like are you kidding me....there were about 4 cops and then the paddy wagon came...so now theres like 6...and the lady's still fighting...i was tempted to lean on the door and be like hey lady 5 bucks if u run...just to see the ignorant bitch get tackled to the ground...so finally the cops walked her down the block to where the paddy wagon had parked....then these other people come in and they've been banned from clarks because they have been known to walk out without paying....that was a fiasco....and finally they paid before given their food...given it to go and forced to leave...and they were the ones that then left kat a $23 tip...but they didnt know they did it really they left her a 4 dollar tip but they wrote in 23 in the gratuity spot...haha way to be drunk assholes...so she took the 23 dollars....oh and at some point in time we figured out that kerry was really left a 6 dollar tip by those other guys they just didnt write it in...then lauren walked by our table and i said hi to her...and leann was like dude someone has a crush on u...i was like uhhh....shes like she had that look on her face man....it was kinda flattering but ummm i dont know how to take that....in the end we were there for about 3 hrs lol but it was an entertaining night....i got back here around 5am and slept til about 12....now im up again gotta write a paper start my speech....and then tonight its our big christmas party over at erins....and I CAN DRINK AGAIN!!! oh yea....*does a jig*....tonights gonna be a great night....ill prolly take some pics seein as how i havent posted ne in awhile...well heres the yesterdays song...ill post a song today later on when i come back from erins....}

oh and yesterday i spent the whole day procrastinating as usual...so for my philosophy final i have to write an 8 page paper on stacy orricos song more to life....i have to pretend to be her philosophical advisor...and give her advice based on the 5 philosophers that we've read this semester including: plato, aristotle, kant, kierkeggard, and marx....then i have to give my own advice and then comment on 3 of the philosophers views...so im listening to the radio...which is normal....but what isnt is when ever i got up to go do something besides write my paper...that song came on the radio....i was like good lord!! the philosophy gods are trying to punish me!!! ha neway heres yesterdays song...

Story of The Year-Until The Day I Die
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does
We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die


these guys are one of my new favorites

^{so i had quite a long uneventful day...lets review what i did today...woke up laid around...went to the library for an hr...came back here...tried to find stuff to entertain me...succeded got bored...and repeated...so today i was supposed to finally go see the matrix with chris...and well yesterday i saw him and asked if he still wanted to go and hes like well ya know im not sure cuz i just found out today that i have to service hours for my frat...and then well ok dec 1st steve wolf, a loyola student passed away after a car accident in rome, he was in rome because he was studying abroad....and chris was friends with him...the memorial service was today...so he wanted to go...both reasons very understandable...i wasnt upset...hes like but i will call you when i get done and we'll see if we can still go..alright...so this morning he had to go take his anatomy exam...he comes back and i asked him how he did...and he was being rude to me....ok he was cranky...thats fine....he went to sleep....got up did everything he needed to...went to the memorial service...and got back at 9.00 well the next show was at 10.30...so he gets back and i im him and tell him hes got a virus....well he flips out about that then is like well i have to go bye...and leaves....so we didnt go to the movie....so i called mark and bob to see if they wanted to go to the bar tonight...which is something we dont normally do because its a thurs night...they really didnt wanna go so i stayed in....and i started to think...well if i went and he was there then it would hurt already more than it does...that hes actin like an ass...and the past couple days ive been in this odd mood...like something was bothering me but i couldnt quite put my finger on it....well i knew exactly what it was, well part of it...and i just didnt want to admit to myself that the reason why i was upset was because of the way chris was acting towards me...it bothered me that that bothered me...if that makes any sense....so neway leann came over to talk...and i started tellin her whats wrong...and ok i have this problem...im just getting over the whole jason escapades....and i didnt want to start liking anyone...in fear of being hurt....in fear of being in a relationship.....even though i want one...im in fear of it because of being hurt....but its the whole you cant help what you feel deal...ha that rhymes...anyway....i told myself that i wasnt going to get attached...that i wasnt going to care....well i didnt get attached...but i do care...and i hate that i care...i hate that it bothers me...ok there are valid reasons that he could be acting the way he is....one big one that his friend just passed away....another that hes stressed about finals...and last he just did weed again for the first time in a while....and i know that has affects on ones personality....its called withdrawl.....its just hard to stop my self from thinking that its me...anyway....bah...im so complicated....my whole life well....yea i guess you can say that... revolves around not getting hurt...and doing everything possible to avoid that...and i know you're thinking well everyone does that....yea i know that they do....but sometimes i go to emotional extremes not to....i guess you could say...roar....i just i dunno...need to get my shit together? no its together....i just want to find someone that i can take it slow with.....arrr...i dunno I DONT KNOW anymore....and i really dont care nemore...sad huh? i give up on my search for a guy...and i have come to terms that no guy is gonna come looking for me.....}_{ok so we're talking about voting on the tag board...and heres my views on voting...im not registered to vote...and its going to stay that way for awhile...why you ask? because right now i dont care!...yea and thats prolly not a good thing but i would like to finish college first and get a good job and then ill worry about politics...because then i will be more effected by them...oh well....neway my view may be wrong...but thats my view....}
 

so i have problems...i know....but eh i deal....hmmm im also having problems with my blog...such as i wanna change my background but i dont know how....i have the code to do it...but i dont know where to put it!! hmmm and i think i might decorate for christmas....since i cant decorate my house...because we arent gonna be there!!! i could decorate my apartment....but i have nothing to do that with...hmmm maybe ill make my dad bring me some decorations from home since they wont be used there....thats a thought...maybe put some lights up in my window and a wreath on my door? .....ill have to call home tomorrow....neway....its 4 in the morning....i think i might sleep...maybe not...got nothing to do tomorrow....well i do i should do my papers and speech....yea ill do that tomorrow...i really gotta get a move on on those...they are finals after all...hmmm i think later on today i might put some quotes up and some funny things up....oh song of the day! i almost forgot! that woulda been terrible!! i know how disapointed yall woulda been...hmmm what band....lets see....*goes to search her vault*

Blink 182-All of tThis
With all of this I know now
Everything inside of my head
It all just goes to show how
Nothing I know changes me at all
Again I wait for this to change instead
To tear the world in two
Another night with her
But I'm always wanting you
Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know
With all of this I feel now
Everything inside of my heart
It all just seems to be how
Nothing I feel pulls at me at all
Again I wait for this to pull apart
To break my time in two
Another night with her
But I'm always wanting you
Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know
She's all I need
She's all I dream
She's all I'm always wanting
She's all I need
She's all I dream
She's all:
I'm always wanting you
Yeah I'm always wanting you
I'm always wanting you

so this ive been listening to blink since oh man ever since they've been around....so thats what 6th grade....and i really like them and how they're the big goofballs that they are...and yea ill admit marks voice is kinda crappy...but its ok...i still like them...and so now they finally released a new album...and i was kind of apprehensive about getting it...but <sigh> jason picked it up and we listened to the whole thing on thanksgiving...it is an awesome cd...they definetly are more mature on this one....this is the album is the one that this song came off of....and now i like blink just that much more....to see that they can be serious....awesome...they rock my world...lol did i mention how hott the three of them are?? yea....and ha i love this pic...its hilarious...and well just about all of them are...but lol i dunno im a retard and picked this one..










 

so its 1.27am...and i just got back from the library....didnt get much accomplished....im way to tired... so imma post the song of the day then go to bed....todays song of the day is brought to you by the wonderful people of...

Yellowcard-Finish Line

Hello friend
It's been too long
and every town sings the same sad song
Hello Friend
It's been too long
and every town sings teh same sad song
without you hear
this hotel year
will sure slow down with so much left to hear
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
The finish line is almost here
and someone softly whispers in my ear
times like these are memories
to hold deep down inside of you and me
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
I'm not leaving you
I'm not leaving
I'm not leaving you (Goodbye friend, it wont be long)
I'm not leaving (and until then we'll sing the same sad song)
Sad song
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
Lets jet back down that highway now
blast stereos loud
Lets jet back down that highway now
Lets jet back down(that highway now)
Lets jet back down(that highway now)

^{_{yep and now they have a different singer and an additional guitar player, the band used to be only made up of four...and actually this song was written under the old band....but this is the best i could do for right now...im just really tired and i wanna sleep so maybe tomorrow if im not cranky ill correct the picture...have a good night everyone}}

hmmm so i know i didnt post yesterday...eh nothin happened....it was the last day of forensics...and it made me sad....i really like that class!!! and leann came over...and thats it....an uneventful day...but today...today...is going to be a glorious day!!!!! and u know why?!?!?! ill tell you why!!! cuz today is the last day of classes!!!!!! whoo hoo!!!!  *does a jig* now i mean i still got work to do....such as a speech to write and an 8 page paper to finish....both due on tuesday...but thats ok...its alright....im excited about today!! so i told myself i was gonna be good today...and because its the last day of classes i was gonna go to all of my classes...ummm well i failed on that cuz well ok i didnt go to bed till about 5.... fine thats fine....i still got up for my 9.30 class and went....but ummm i didnt go to philosophy....oh well itll be alright....i am going to my english class though....so go me on that....and then once english is over.....it will be time to get the party started....well kinda, leann has to drive her boss over to the depaul campus which is only about a 25 min El ride from here so shes gonna call when she gets down here and imma meet her at the depaul campus....after her boss' meeting is over imma ride home with her then we're comin back up here for a kegger...whoo hoo!!!! :( downside...i still cant drink cuz im on my meds tomorrow is my last day on them so after tomorrow ill be as good as gold....*does a jig* im worrried though...lol this is gonna sound so bad...but i havent drank in about 2 weeks...and really i havent eaten in 2 weeks either...not cuz im being anorexic or nething like that but just cuz ive been sick so i havent had an appetite....and so the few times i have eaten its like i have a bowl of dry cereal and my tummy aches....cuz its shrunk from not eating...so that means....i wont be able to drink as much my tolerance will have plummeted and...this means i wont be able to drink with the boys...cuz im not gonna be able to handle it.....and it worries me cuz believe it or not ive never been drunk before in my entire drinking career...and its cuz ive always had such a high tolerance...because my drinking career began with drinking nothing but everclear....and lots of it...so i dunno...high tolerance...but uhhh...so now im not gonna know what my level of tolerance is and this means that i gotta drink with the girls...bah....BAH!!!!...but ya know...maybe MAYBE this is a good thing...because this means that i will be cutting down on my drinking...which is a good thing right?? ....uh right...lol and chris isnt helping ne cuz i just asked him if it was a good thing and hes like no its not...roar be supportive!!! lol neway...ill write more later i gotta meet a friend for lunch...have a great day! peace

so things to take in from the bar tonight:

1. new bouncer...questions mark and i....
       (its ok he'll get to know us fairly quickly)
2. kyle got a hair cut
       (wanted my approval? yea it looks good)