so in the end he told me exactly what i knew he was gonna tell me.....that im to good of a friend, his only best friend thats a girl....and he would never want to ruin what we have. fair enough. its just something else for me to get over. not really what i wanted to hear. but its what i knew i was gonna hear. doesnt change the way i feel about him though. today is gonna be spent at what? the library. good god. i have to go though. i have so much work i need to get done, then i get to go to celtic fest and carmines for dinner. i should prolly clean my apartment. but dill still has my vaccum. haha didnt really wanna clean anyway. im going to try keepin this up during the school year, hopefully thatll work out. im just super busy with work and school and well my social life. haha. but well ill try my best, and im gonna get back on my photo journal too. so that lil link over yonder in my profile section that says pics of my friends, u guys should check it out from time to time, im sure they'll be some hilarious ones in there. its never a dull moment with me and my friends.